pride here´s my pride, my own pride let me see, what i feel

PRIDE
HERE´S MY PRIDE, MY OWN PRIDE
LET ME SEE, WHAT I FEEL
I LIKE BEING OLD ENJOYING ALL THE WORLD
I DO NOT CARE ABOUT THINGS I´VE DONE
I LIKE BEING COOL BEHAVING LIKE A FOOL
DO NOT THINK ABOUT WHO MAKES FUN
I LIKE BEING GREAT, DON´T REALIZE IT´S FAKE
DO NOT SPEND YOUR LIFE IN LIE
I LIKE BEING SMART BETTER THAN THE ART
DO NOT FORGET TO WATCH MY LIFE
I LIKE BEING LOVED AS GOD´S FAVOURITE CRAFT
JUST APPEAR UNDER HIS GREATEST SUN
WHY DO YOU SPEAK TO ME PLEASE JUST LET ME LIVE
DO NOT THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU CAN SEE
WHAT´S WRONG WITH YOUR MIND
THAT YOU CAN BELIEVE MY CRIME
I NEED YOUR HUG WHICH HELP ME FEEL SO REAL
BUT NOONE CAN AFFORD TO DO THIS
I´LL TRY TO FOLLOW YOUR WILL
BUT I CAN´T DENY THOSE FEARS
I CAN SEE IN FRONT OF ME MY NIGHTMARE
I´LL TRY TO FOLLOW YOUR VOICE
BUT I´M NOT ABLE TO SPLIT THIS CHOICE
WHO´LL SEE WHAT´S RIGHT, TRUE, WRONG, WHERE,
THIS CAN GO ALL RIGHT
…WHAT´S RIGHT, TRUE, WRONG, WHERE, THIS CAN GO ON,
PLEASURE, SORROW, MEANING, THINKING, NEVER WANT TO FIGHT, SAY
IT, WHAT´S UP NOW???
SAVE MY LIFE
Tell me what is inside my mind and in my thoughts
Tell my how I can know what´s the right choice!?
Let me see my own life from a distance, from above
Help me find the right road to my heart
If I knew which way on a crossroad would lead me to the truth
If I knew the name of the way…
When I feel your skin
My body wants to explode and I just want to begin
Live my life with no more fears
Like I knew this cannot be forever cause the feelings have to be ruled
If I feel I´ll die…
Like I knew you´d leave me at the moment you´d stop lovin a fool
So here I stand – if you have to, kill me now!
I´m fallin……. down……… creepin………… out………..
I wonder how long this habit will take?
I wonder how long you can long for me?
………..save my life…………..
Don´t be scared, make the choice, save my life, save my soul,
Save my thoughts, it takes so long, don´t be long!
BREAK OFF
I´m creepin out from the shell where I was hiding from the light
I´m leaving behind all the lies which I´ve told myself
BREAK OF DAY
BREAK OF DAWN
BREAK OF LIFE
BREAK OF MY DREAMS
I´M BREAKIN A WAY
I´M BREAKIN A WORD
BREAK OF MY THOUGHTS
I turned my life when I found your lips, when I found your eyes
When I discovered your thoughts I spit out the lies
oh no
My passion for you wants to blind me now
My desires scream
I´ve changed my view
When I climbed your inwards
When your talons huged me
When you stole my soul
I disappeared
Melted in the sea take me, take me
I´m lost, frozen when I realize my sins
My frost follows me
I fight with myself
AIAI
Get ready… I´ve started to feel the twilight
Smell of rot. They´re your inner thoughts.
I can´t breathe – the world stinks.
I started to lead the fight
Against those who stink too much
And I´ll break through the walls
I can´t stay awake
And look at the land
Which treads to the ending
I… I just don´t wanna stay
I can walk through the ocean
- dry up the ocean
I don´t wanna be paralyzed
I can cure all sick people
Suffering from their lies
-break up with the crust
-break up with the brier
-break up with the boor
(the war broke out)
My fights are against a firmness
They lead to the freedom
They lead to the light
My fears of my own faults
They´re overcome by the faith
I´m starting to grow
Ref:
I just don´t wanna stay
-dry up the ocean, dry up the ocean
I don´t wanna be paralyzed
I can cure all of you
´cause the war has just broken out
DON´T WANNA
I´ll ride into your eyes and I´ll never be sure
What you scream what you mean
If you need me for more
Just try try show me the way
I´m just fast!!
I´ll flow in your soul and I´ll be blown
If I miss my way you wanted me to be on
Just try try help me to be found
I´m just fast!!
I wanna walk on your side
If I´m able to keep on
I wanna smell the smoke of the fight
In myself not to be blown
I´m gonna steal the smartest brain
Just not to make mistakes
I´m gonna be awake in a day
Rather than having a break
I
I
I
I
don´t
don´t
don´t
don´t
wanna
wanna
wanna
wanna
lie just to feel satisfied
row to be right all the time
blame you for your carelessness
cry just to have what I want
I wanna stay on the right side
Just to feel your deep deep voice
I need to see the light
From the heavens to be sure
I walk on the right road
I´m not on a sinking boat
Please take off my heavy load
not to fall down to a moat
NO MORE LIES
I´m like a star
when I lie in your arms in a bed of sea
I´m like rain
when you need me to wash out your brain
I feel like a princess
when you whisper your words in my ear
You just want to hide me
from the whole world which wants to bring me down
And I will dive…. dive into your eyes
LIES no more LIES
STAY – NO FAKE – NO LIE
I
I
I
I
trust in your words
can´t be suspicious any more
can´t hear the lies
started to be deaf, I wanna be blind
And I will dive…. dive into your eyes if you want me always to fly
Save me my dear
Break the chains
I´ll fly away
UNDESERVING
Staying on the street, praying to you my dear
Thanks for joining me on my way
I can´t forget my sins, can´t forget my passion
Why do you always stay by me?
Here´s to you can´t tell ya how much I love you
Thanks for giving me your fullness
Here´s to you now I´ve got all the passion
To you and you and you to confess to you!!
I need the rain which washes my sins
The things I´ve done are bleeding like resin
I need to confess my desires scream
I know know know I´m ripping here…
I´m changing all the time,
I need your hug your breath your strength
I´m lying on the floor can´t forget my sins my dying soul
I don´t deserve your caress but
I can´t live without your words
I can´t accept your gifts but I´d rather die if you´re not looking at me
DONE HARM
Feel the rythm of the words from the people´s mouths
They hurs, they grind, they knife, they split
If you don´t turn your back on them
They take it for granted
They can eat you, bite you, swallow the rest of the world
You can do anythin´ therefore they long for your done up soul
Feel the rythm of the words from the people´s chops
Feel the despair of your life while you´re touchin´ them
Feel the falsity, passion for vulnerability,
Evil, evil, evil in their eyes
It´s a junk yard in their hearts
These jerks have no inner sight
God can see their acts and how they spoil peoples´ lives
It´s like a joke by a moke
If you kill just for fun
This impetus can run you down
I can´t understand the way they´re thinkin´
I can´t understand their distinctive words
I must distinguish the evil and good
And give a helping hand to those who suffer from their words
Feel the rythm of the words…………
LIE LIE LIE
Stranger´s comin´ and it´s like I´m dyin´
Truth is over and I´m spinnin´………….
Symbols of fear are inside of me
Never shake in front of him
What´s inside of me?
Devil´s inside my head
When I think about the possibilities of lying
How you cheat, how you deceive
Can´t find, can´t defend, attack
Don´t don´t don´t provoke me
Telling those pure letters
Connected to the ropes of obscurity
My suspicion isn´t real
But it seems to me like that
Cause the darkness´s inside my head
REF
I can´t believe men
Thinkin´ if they´re fuckin´ other girls
I´m shakin´ when they say cruel words
I can´t believe men
Thinkin´ if they want to break my heart
I´m shakin´ if you lie lie lie
I can´t believe men
Thinkin´ if they want to be unfaithful
What´s up?……..are you afraid of me
I can´t believe you – only one I can believe is God
What´s up?
Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I like it!
Do you feel it feel it feel it???
Make me new way
Make me new style
Lead me to a land
Where the truth is around
Never tell lies
Never tell halves
Never be in
And never be out
I´m your dream, nymph, soul, freak…………….
SCREAMING
GIVE ME A DOUBLE MARTINI
TO DRINK HIGH TILL I DIE
CAN YOU CHANGE INTO JINNI
TO MAKE ME SOMETHING NICE
WHERE DID I PUT MY MIND, WHY DID I CHANGE MY WAY
TO LIVE HAPPY AND TRULY NEVER FORGET GOD
TAKE THE DROPS OF SPIRIT, LOSE YOUR SOUL AND MIND
DEEP DEEP CLOSER TO THE STATE OF MIND WHERE I´M BLIND
SPIT THE BULLSHIT ON MY CHEST
DID YOU REALLY WANT TO WREST
MY INNER THOUGHTS
DO I HAVE THEM? ARE THEY SOUGHT?
WHO WANTS TO RUB MY MIND, PUT IN ANOTHER PARASITE
WHEN DID I WASH MY BRAIN TO MAKE ALL THE ACTS I´VE DONE
WHEN DID I KNEEL ON THE FLOOR
AND PRAY TO YOU MY LORD
TO GET RID OF THE THOUGHTS, MY DAYDREAMS
SCREAM HEARD FROM THE STORM
I WANNA FLY IN THE CLOUDS AND SEE THE WORLD UPON
IT´S ME IN HERE I CAN SEE
BRAKIN´ THE BOUNDS
TELL ME THE TRUTH ABOUT MYSELF WHEN I´M BLIND
CAN YOU HEAR MY VOICE
CAN YOU HEAR MY SCREAMIN´
I WANNA LET YOU GO
IN TO MY BOWELS – INSIDE
I KNOW YOU HEAR MY SCREAMIN´ DON´T YOU LEAVE ME NOW
I WANNA HEAR YOUR BREATH WHEN I´M LYIN´ DOWN
I KNOW YOU HEAR MY QUESTION
YOU CAN FORGIVE MY THOUGHTS
I KNOW YOU GIVE THE ANSWERS HOW TO GET RID OF THE LOAD
All lyrics by Veronika Radimcová – CD UP!GREAT –„No Lies“, TTRec. 2011